Mother's Day Moments

In my "day job" I interview first time mothers about their thoughts and ideas on parenthood. Essentially this is to see if they are eligible for services offered by our program. I love hearing their story and seeing them reflect on their own childhood experiences. The other day, when I was interviewing an expecting first-time mother, this is what she said to me reflecting on her past. "Parenting doesn't come with a manual, and I know I'm going to make mistakes. But I hope to be the best parent for my child."

I sat there quietly and reflected on that comment as she continued talking. We all want to do the best for our children. Her past was heartbreaking. Her future was filled with questions. Yet she had hope. This life that she was carrying gave her a new reason for tomorrow. She wanted her child's life to be different. The new hope she had with the life she was carrying reminded me so much of myself.

The first time I was pregnant, I remember the high hopes I had amidst the many questions about the future. As the baby grew inside me, with each movement of life I felt, I was reminded of God who is the Creator of life. Words fail me in describing the blessing of having that feeling again. But this time is different. I have learned that parenting is the hardest job in the world. But I do have that manual that is not only for parenting, but every aspect of life, God's Word. I have all that I need. Entrusting my children to God gives me peace in knowing that He is ultimately the one who takes care of them and protects them.

I am thankful for the many times and lessons God uses my children to teach me. To teach me in my weakness about dependance. Using them to teach me about forgiveness, genorosity, faithfulness, and being thankful. Teaching me how to have a true heart of praise. To show me His love. And to teach me how to be a living testimoney of His love. This mother's day I was able to reflect on the life-time job of being a mother. Giving praise to his name for the hope I have in the one who is the Creator of Life.

"But as for me, I will always have hope; I will praise You more and more."

Psalm 71:14